Mom sniffed coke, pops smoked dope
Granny had to raise me, damn I drove her crazy
Belts couldn’t faze them phases I encountered
Nothing hurt worser than feeling I was abandoned
Young wild bandit stranded like Gilligan
Militant mind I gained I was insane
Forced to refrain, complain, I had to man up
Fought the whole family fuck it I had to stand up
Treated like an orphan barkin no fortune
I was in them Payless, cuz was in them Jordans
Called mama crying, she told me it wasn’t important
Told me when they laughed and clowned just don’t absorb it
Wish I coulda done it but damn I let it get me
Pops said he had me, damn I let him trick me
This the last time I’m trustin his lyin ass
Tried to see the good in him stupid my blind ass
Nigga say he sorry forgive him my kind ass
This the last of showing his ass my kind ass
Did a lot of shit that ain’t cool I don’t regret it
Cuz I was just young, upsetted, and misleaded
Nigga felt betrayed and raised thru early graves
Went to school frontin, shit wasn’t what I portrayed
Dad made me something after all, a good liar
But shit I gotta learn how to acquire some new attire
Hook
The thirst, I was cursed from birth for what it’s worth
Everything they took for me need to reimbursed
All my fucked up pride need to be reestablished
Cuz now I’m in my teenage years I got some habits
Be damned if I hit first class in those threads
Rather skip school and work for the old heads
Than hear a nigga tell me what his parents did for him
Make me catch him in the cut after school and give it to him
Shiesty in the mind, I gained throughout the time
Game I would run on suckas that I could find
Dirty lil nigga, they built me like that
Good at anything wrong I’m gifted like that
Aint nothing for it life just shifted like that
Bad part I don’t even feel guilty like that
Had good motives, I rode I’m just a floater
Did what I had they aint make enough to tote us
Never had a bed just camped on sofas
Dropped out of school, nigga couldn’t keep focused
Truth be told, a nigga scarred for life
No direction, don’t know wrong from right
Grown ass man reflect on this verse
People that I hurt, goddamn I was thirsty
